Valentine’s day ruins February suicides. First, February 14th is supposed to be the top day for suicide but even if you just do it near you have to worry that people we be all “he* was just lonely”. That’s bullshit. Why can’t I have significant and deep reasons for my February suicide. The weather is perfect for suicide but I don’t want people boiling down a lifetime of problems to a stupid excuse-to-sell-flowers holiday.
This weekend could be so beautiful. Several people today noticed I was happy. I would like to die after that. People should know they should not be sad at suicide; they should hold a celebration. But alas, I feel the whole month is shot because of one damn day. I don’t know why I let this dissuade me: why should I suffer because somebody else’s holiday sucks? Sometimes I feel like I don’t take this whole “planning my suicide” thing seriously.
* Male pronoun because more men succeed in ending their own life.
(Source: observando)
Girls can wear jeans
And cut their hair short
Wear shirts and boots
‘Cause it’s okay to be a boy
But for a boy to look like a girl is degrading
‘Cause you think that being a girl is degrading
But secretly you’d love to know what it’s like
Wouldn’t you?
What it feels like for a girl
